September 12th, 2005
The love of my life

my baby,my life
the reason I strive harder and
try to be a better person...Love you so much Bunini!!!

my baby,my life
the reason I strive harder and
try to be a better person...Love you so much Bunini!!!
Ive been wanting to go abroad, hoping to earn bigger bucks
I want to renovate our house in Proj 2. I need about 2 million
so help me god. I have been doin a lot of career evaluation these past
few years. I wanted a more stable and high paying job, and a
promising career as well. Just bought a 32 inch LCD TV for mom.
In all fairness, I have been working for only 6 years and Ive had
a lot of accomplishments in terms of monetary status.
Ive had my mom's & grandma's house renovated,I bought an owner
type jeep,I have high end techno gadgets,and some savings
My ultimate dream is to work abroad.
I promised myself I'll never write another sad sentiment about love.
But I cant help myself, for the last six months I thought I was in love again but
am back here sulking..But am happy with or without a man in my life.I've proven that.It's just that I looked at my recent picture & I realized am not that young anymore and that I've lost that appeal I had when I was younger..
So sad when your exposed to these kind of realization.
It was a rainy saturday morning, I went to my lola's house in Chico St. to pack some of
my things. I usually stay there from Monday to Friday. It's near my workplace and I prefer
staying there on a weekday except for weekends since I have to spend time with my child.
I didnt know the next few days will be a disaster. With my usual routine I went home that morning.
At around 11PM my aunt called me telling me that the creek near are house is overflowing and the people
living near the area are now on the street. She asked if we can accomodate them in my room since they have no
place to go. I agreed right away. But after 30 mins she called again telling me our house was now filled with rain water,waistdeep. Mom suggested that I go and see my aunt. And I hurriedly left our house.
The driver of the PUJ I rode, informed us that he will have to cut the trip due to the flood. I decided to continue my journey on foot. I walked almost a mile in waist deep flood. Until I reached the house,first time in 32 years.
I had mixed emotions, I was sad for all the people affected by the typhoon.
It made me realize a very important lesson in life. People should not hold on to material things, coz in just one snap it can all go away. I have always cherished my electronics gadget,and I know the rain has always been a threat to these products. But the typhoon made me realize that more than anything else god and family should always be our priority. With all the disasters,natural calamities goin on around the world. This is the best time to refllect and be in constant communication with God and our family. We'll never know what will happen next.Made me realize to live my life to the fullest and not be in constant fear of being hurt. No matter what we do we will always experience pain.
Am back to my childhood home.A lot has change but there are some that remains the same.
I've been in drinking spree for a couple of days.Thanks to my cousin,I missed her too. It's been a while,
Doin the stuff I enjoy a lot. It's like am back at being 19 again.I miss my childhood friends though.
I love being with the people I grew up with. Who would have thought we can be together after ten long years.
So many catching up to do. I hope to spend more time with them. Am extremely happy.Luv u cuzin.
I will forever cherish these memories.