August 22nd, 2008
Scared to death
Iam so worried, I had checked some skin diseases online because my mom was complaining of the rashes she had on her arm.
and it came to my attention the similarity of my mom's rashes
with skin cancer but I hope and pray I'm wrong.
Some brownish rashes started growing on my mom's forearm
way back in June when my uncle died. And to think mom is a cancer
survivor and the doctor has warned us about the cancer metastasizing.
I pray this is not one of those cases. I don't know how am gonna live
without her. God please dont take her away from me and our family.
It scares me of the thought,she's the only parent I've got coz my
father died when I was a year old. And now Iam a single parent,
raising a child. What more can be worse than losing another love one.
All my life I've never felt complete, from growing up without a dad,to raising a child alone. Thanks to my ex for leaving me for another woman.
And I dont know what will happen next.... I dont know how much pain I can endure or if I can even survive another loss..