April 9th, 2009

Know Thyself

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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March 30th, 2009

Are we..aren't we..

Are we friends or are  we lovers?Or where we do it take from here. I've had male friends before, I could always be who Iam and they don't mind.No romantic attachment,maybe there were some attempts, but in the end we always love each other like family. But when do you say  your more than friends? Do you have to be intimate with each other?
Or  maybe One of you may view it in a different way. What if your treated different from the rest?
What if there are times when you feel the electricity flowing while your together and you both can't deny,
there something goin on you can't explain. But your both holding back..
I don't know, I can't clear my head. Chasing each other like the wind. Both needing each other to get thru the
day... Can't last a day without you..I dunno if I can still compose myself.. I know there are no gurantees,no expectations, all I know is I can't live a day without you in my life..

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March 9th, 2009

Butterfly & Lotus Flower

I chose the Butterfly as the design for my second tatoo. Based on my research,it symbolizes young womanhood.
Somehow I wanted my tatoos to be symbolic of who Iam. Not just having it for the sake of fashion. Here are the
meaning of these symbolic figures.
In ancient mythology, the butterfly stands for wisdom and everlating knowledge.A Symbol of change,joy & color.
A reminder to get up & move. Powerful symbol for transformation- Butterfly is a reminder to make changes when the oppurtunity
arises.Change & transformation are inevitable but it does not have to be traumatic.
Butterflies are safe keeper of secrets.
Twelve years ago, I had my first tatoo, I really didnt know what design I want but the artist decided that a lotus flower
could fit me. I had it in Sacrifice Valley in Bataan. Weird place to have a tatoo eh, but I just wanted it to be unique and memorable.
People always wonder why I had my tatoo there. But it remains a mystery, I never tell anyone. I just wanted to be impressive, no other  significant reason at all.
The lotus flower starts as a small flower down at the bottom of a pond in the mud. It slowly grows up towards the waters surface continually moving towards the light. Once it come to the surface of the water the lotus flower begins to blossom and turn into a beautiful flower.The petals open in the morning and closes at night.
The symbol represent the struggle of life at its most basic form.Lotus flower symbolizes those who have gone through a hard time and are now coming out of it.Thus a lotus flower  or blossom can also represent a hard time in life that has been overcome.A symbol of awakening to the spiritual reality of life.
At least my tatoos are related.  I love having it on my body,Tattoos are forever..

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March 4th, 2009

Breaking boundaries

I know it's premature to conclude with the things goin on, am overwhelmed with
happiness. It's nice to have this overwhelming emotions again, even if it's never gonna escalate
to the next level.
All the little things he does is magic,I can face all the madness the world had to
give but I won't last a day without you. And you complete me and I hope if not in this world,
you will one day be mine.
A mixture of sunshine and rain, a combination of love and hate.
She must be so lucky to have you in her arms and me in his pedestal.
Life's contradictions, the bitter sweet,
the good and the bad. How I wanted to cross the line,to go over the other side.
To hold you and never let go, the one true thing I've been waiting for.My moon in the darkest night....

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February 26th, 2009

My Tramp stamp

Am excited to get my tramp stamp tom.
It'll be at my back just above the butt crack
Hehehe, though there were just some arguments
with my mom and my boy toy. But no one can stop me.
I always do what I want and thats final. Tatoos are forever!
I have no plans to have it removed. It'll be there till
my soul leaves my body. I'll show some pictures in
a couple of days. My birthday gift!

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